A good friend of mine who I hadn't seen in a year said to me yesterday: "You look like you've got yourself a bit more together Ian, fitter happier." You know...i thought about what he said for a few seconds in my mind. There have been alot of things that went wrong, a whole lot of bad decisions, and whole mess of wasted money and days. I've lost alot of things, things I'm still fighting to get back. Trying to come to grips with the complexity and ultimately conflicted modern human existence. It makes me sad sometimes how painful things had, had to happen before I knew how to properly deal with them. I walked to my old office afterwards, in the late summer sun, and relfected about what he had said. Totally right.
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